The significance of death
When a rock brakes or a man dies
his identity cannot be touched as a hand touches, yet he can still be
touched from behind my eyes where his identity lives. Having never died
I as yet do not know what I will feel. What I guess is only the
end of an identity no more moving than a man leaving town for the one
universe is unchanged. I only observe it differently. Death
is only destruction.
What is destruction?
To live requires the destruction of identity. Some destruction,
like the breaking of a rock, is of less consideration, and some, like
the killing of yourself, is of greater consideration. In the
consideration of both there can be much joy. Merely breathing destroys
the identity of oxygen and produces the identity of carbon dioxide.
Then to live you must
destroy. There is, as with all things, a continuum of
significance to destruction even from the view of all things. The
more at one with the universe you are the larger is your chosen group
of identities until by only breathing you can note the destruction of
identity without affecting the existence of the universe and know that
you will be one with the universe even if you are destroyed. In
the meantime to observe the destructions that create your identity
gives the joy of feeling alive. To know that within the universe
there is death for you is to feel the flattery of the universe toward
yourself.
Every man has the right to
take, but by not using so much I feel the joy of giving whether it is
not to kill a person or to break a stone. I spend time
considering myself in the universe.
I feel wealthy because I
possess the universe. I covet only what I use which leaves plenty
for the universe. Since I have plenty to give away I seldom feel
taken.
Breaking things repulses me
so I try to learn to give away what is stolen as graciously as I can.
For in the end the universe will still be there and as part of it I go
on. My entity will be gone but it wasn’t special. It is now and
that is enough. Breaking things is killing. Killing is necessary
to be so breaking things is necessary to be.
When another covets
something I covet, I am filled with the challenge of learning to
give. When I see myself progressing toward giving I am increased.
I feel the wealth of the man who possesses everything and is not
threatened.