Epiphany,
god and all that.
Do fragments come from epiphany?
The source of my epiphanies is
meditation. My epiphanies are worded. Suddenly or not so suddenly
I have a fragment, a set of words not necessarily grammatically correct.
My initial reaction is to believe that
they are true. I believe that is the result of my own egotistical
desire to find myself and my epiphanies superior to others.
After consideration involving the
judgment of the truth of the epiphany against the truth of the witness
of my life, sometimes I conclude the epiphany is the truth with
doubt. Sometimes I alter the epiphany. Almost always the
fragment is worth reconsideration.
I do not know where my information
comes from. I am the author of the notes of my meditations.
My epiphanies are not always a
single flash. Rather they frequently begin with an emotional
interruption and continue for a time. During that time meditation
is the tool to bring the knowledge to a conscious level before I forget
it. Even then, after writing it down I usually must study it,
edit it and even risk changing its meaning so that someone else might
understand it.
I have practiced meditation in
many forms. I include dreams, daydreams, drunken solitude, drug
experience, transcendental meditation, monk walks, dream walks, rain
walks, affective dreaming, and thinking. The simplest is the thoughts
and images that come to me in the morning before I am fully awake.
Like everything else in my
life the magic doesn’t always work. Sometimes my meditations are
productive and sometimes they get downright boring. They are especially
poor when I am centered on violence and myself. However as a
single selection of all my life experience the state of meditation has
been more rewarding than any other state. Rather than reading
what I write or doing what I do, find your own identity.
Find understanding within your own meditations.
Do fragments come from God?
There are as many choices as
there are moments. At first you choose the faith you
are given.
How might we view the
Godhead? There may be a unity (no matter how you look at it there
is one God). There may be a trinity (There are only three ways to look
at God. They are views of God as creator, human being and
spirit. ). There may be an infinity (No matter what you look at it is
only a view of everything).
Some believe in a unity of
God, that is there is one God. Some believe in the Trinity of
God, that is that there is the father, son, and Holy Ghost. I believe
in the infinity of God, that is there is God in us all and not separate
but part.
Yet in your choosing you
live within fate unfolding (God is the human manifestation of the
unification of all fate unfolding). Your choosing is your
expression of everything. It is not a matter of control.
Fate is in control (most often called God, Allah, karma, or Jesus).
Have you had a moment of doubt?
Not Allah, God, Jesus or Buddha would damn you for it. If you accept
that moment with wonder rather than fear you will share a common wonder
with other faiths. There will be a bridge to peace. If you find
you live with the morality and ethics of other faiths though the
motivation be different there can be love between you for you live in a
common way.
After you accept that you
have no control you will find it easier to get peace in your
heart. After you find materialism and winning unimportant you’ll
be able to make yourself small. With humility will come wisdom,
then wonder.
As fate unfolds you will
see your taste. You will like fate unfolding.
As fate unfolds you will know
you are part of fate. You will know you belong in fate. You will
feel the belonging and call it love. Driven by fearless curiosity you
will wonder about what comes next. You will like and love
fate. Although you will keep your faith as it belongs within you
by cherishing fate, absolute knowing will become unnecessary. Wonder
will be enough. With wonder all paths have hope for all paths might be
true.
We come to the realization that
we are part of everything and that everything is grander than
humanity. This is the love of everything. This is the love
of that which is no matter how you call it. It sits in the
background yet cherished more than life.
If you believe in cause and
effect, then you believe in karma. If you believe in creation,
which is that something can start from nothing, then you believe in
grace. I witness that grace and karma have both been active in my
life. It can be thought that those who escape karma live in grace.