Overcoming cancer. Beauty and the beast, focus on beauty 1998


 I was an idiot trying to procreate.
Without this nature human kind would cease to exist.
Egotism is the necessity of procreation.
 With impotence there is still something about myself that I like.
 I am an idiot trying to get civilized.


Vanity is my ego’s facade.


Life on earth is blessed with passion.
Peace is a good rest.


Shame is the anxiety felt when concealing a behavior.
When the behavior is wrong, the shame is also guilt.
Guiltless shame is anxiety felt when concealing a natural behavior.
Removing the behavior and mending the damage can end guilt.
Judging the behavior natural and exposing it to everyone can end guiltless shame.


My taste for hope frees me from my will
except when it does not.
My taste for hope frees me from conflict giving me comfort
except when it does not.
Inaction frees me from choice.
Yet life is for living.
Throw the dice, choose, judge, act, will, take.


 Unlike will,  taste is always mine.
 It is the essence of my identity.


Get help, conform, hope, believe, reconstruct and live as the person you wish to become.


Upon the removal of judgment tolerance becomes acceptance.
Accept people.  
Tolerate their ideas.


 To have humility is to listen and accept that what is heard can be true.
To have pride and humility is to talk and listen rather than teach and /or learn.


          When humility is added to knowledge the result is wisdom.
Hence the wise man knows he may be wrong about everything and is without knowledge.


The burden of knowledge is rigidity for each fact blocks the wisdom that truth is and is not.


 Knowledge is about what was.
Wisdom is about what may be.


I hope I love
I don’t know that I do
I say I love
I don’t know that it’s true.
In love it is enough to wonder.


Love is made.
In the first touch is the magic of the universe, the clustering.


Love is the feeling of being touched while touching.


Grace
The free lunch.


Find grace through thanksgiving.
Thanksgiving is lovemaking.


Give me hope and I will dream again.


I live as the man I wish to become.  In this way I save the world.


The creation of order begins with the universe and ends with myself.


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